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Y Thursday, September 29, 2005


Hmm....i just came back form the airport....sad it was....and afraid i am....but let me sae wad happened fers...

My uncle, who is my fathers younger brother, my cousin's father, and my godmother's younger brother....has just departed for narita airport in tokyo for a business trip for years....and will onli be back for a break next may or sumting liddat...

And i mus sae...i haven been close to this uncle of mine...didn't speak to him much and stuff so yah....lets continue...

so we went to send him off everyone except my grandma who is his mother coz she went on a cruise trip and my family....shan't explain much...on y and stuff....

then when my uncle went to hug my godmother, she jus broke down in his embrace....and cried real bad...and i didn't see my godma cried that bad b4 other then the death of my grandfather....who is her father....then everyone one walked to the departure gates....

and guess wad

i cried too....oh yah...the wife who is my auntie was alreadi crying real bad....but the kids weren't...then...suddenly when my uncle was walking towards the gate...my cousin joey who was the elder among my two cousins....sec 1...she jus burst into tears...and i literally emphasize BURST....she jus really cried real badly and really cried till i also cried....real pathetic man...but yah...


aniwae....the things that got me wondering was....

1.wad if it was my dad going instead....
(i would freak out really freak out coz i really love my dad alot...alot...alot...so i would start
working and go join him there)

2. IF i didn't make it to the local uni....it means i would have to go overseas....
(And that means....it won't be long in another abt 4 yrs or less? that sux too)

wadever its is...i nv use to feel sad and wanna cry at the airport...maybe i am used to it...numb already to pple coming and leaving my life....so...quite surprised i cried this time...but wadever...i am jus sick of pple leaving my life...

hmm gonna slp soon...gotta work tmr yet..and btw...srry to u for not being able to find u a job....coz really cannot find...srry dude...if u r reading this...lol....


LOVE♥


9/29/2005 03:02:00 PM