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Y Saturday, September 03, 2005


Listening to: When I Dream by Carol Kidd

As i listen to this song, it just brings back lots of memories that can only be imagined and replayed in the head as it doesn't exist anymore. Maybe you would understand what i mean or maybe you wouldn't, its alright as nothing matters anymore.

Its been about 5 months since i am alone again. It could be a blessing and yet, be a regret in my life. Days past, weeks past and months past. It doesn't matter anymore, does it?

I got along in life, in fact getting what I hope to get, and it seems that nothing could have been better. I did well in examinations, got along with new friends, past life the way it should be etc. I should be elated. But then I realise somthing - though I have gotten on with life, but I guess the only thing that I have also gained would be loneliness.

Nights when i would cry, times when i when i would break down, be afraid of the quietness without you, afraid of the loneliness that you have given me. But what could I do?

Nothing, but to just carry on walking on with life, alone in this whole world.

I could put makeup on, put on happy faces, be happy in front of others. But deep inside, I am lonely, afraid, tired. I am nothing of what i have displayed. I am not happy and neither would i be blessed.

I could build a mansion
That is higher than a tree
I could have all the gifts i want
And never ask please
I could fly to Paris
Accept my beck and call
Why do i live my life alone
With nothing at all

*But when i dream.........
I dream of you........
Maybe someday you will come true
When i dream........
I dream of you......
Maybe someday you will come true*

I could be the singer
Or the clouds in anywhere
I can call up someone
To take me to the moon

I can put my make up on
And drive men insane
I can go to bed and all
And never know his name

Chorus*

This post is me trying to paint a picture of a woman being lonely and all, thinking about the times of her with her ex-love, and that she has lost that love and that it could never come back. The lyrics may be wrong, i just hear the song and type the freakin song out.


LOVE♥


9/03/2005 01:47:00 AM