Y Sunday, February 26, 2006
let me tell u a joke...becoz i am sick of studying CARC...
This starts with my sis calling her friend, and her parents answers...
Sis: Hello can i speak to clarissa please?
Fren's father : She went out
Sis: Is she coming back soon
Fren's father: She went out for piano lessons
Sis: Err..i thought is guitar lessons?
Fren's Father: Oh ya guitar lessons...
Sis: What time will she be back?
Fren's Father: Ok bye ....*tooooot toooot*
Ok it maybe funnie or not...but i am jus tired so a laugh came...lol
Kk back to CARC or else i m dead!!!
2/26/2006 07:03:00 PM
Y Monday, February 20, 2006
The only reason i m blogging rite now is because i have no one to turn to...ahuh...called wc and no answer, tok to my ex-collegue and i tink he is bz with his gf, seige is aslp, jean is bz, friends are dota-ing...so felt down and decided to blog :)
dunnoe y...heard this song and emotions and memories start to wash back into my already tired mind...haiz...how nice if things were like b4...where everyone had fun and worked hard together...with all those memories, i dun tink i can ever forget what happened and i am so lucky to find all of you...
seriuosly...no matter how hard i study...something will always conk out...and i always didn't expect that outcome...vvv terrible i mus sae to get that rude shock but wtv...i'm getin used to it...
3 more papers to go...can i mk it??
2/20/2006 11:35:00 PM
Y Thursday, February 16, 2006
Blah blah blah...
Exams are like wad, next week? GREAT, jus wad i needed to cheer me up :) lolx...Aniwae, man...this semester's subjects are way killer for me, because they are basically all very practical in a sense not like IISO whereby its mroe for me with the language crap. These subjects now?? Man...memorizing and understanding..not my cup of tea...nor coffee...
The way i see my friends study and claiming they are not studying?? Errr just to say people have eyes and they can see so if u did study, just say so. Seriously, the look of u trying to like downgrade urself to fit is mking me nauseous. U are smart, use it the right way, they way u are acting...gosh...i dunnoe wad to say :) And please, do not, i repeat DO NOT hang on like some pathetic git onto some rotting wood floating in some ocean, man do not criticize me when u r jus as PATHETIC,hey wait, u r more pathetic than anione, being kicked around like some football, man u r desperate arn't u?? You don't like me, complaining this and that, but hey let me tell u, i wanted to be nice and is this what i get?? jus to let u noe, ur preaching on things?? are getting people irritated and just for ur info, people arnd u that u tot u were ur frens and ur loved ones?? they are seriously backstabbing u like nobody's business and trust me. THEY ARE ENJOYING IT :)
Ok thats all, not going to divulge too much becoz blogs?? they ain't really very private lolx...Hmm...This year's v-dae...was one of a hell of an exciting day...lolx..man i love my sis, so sweet the ONLY one to really like give me a present and celebrating it with me when she noes i soooooo nd to bask in the love of v-dae lolx...
Hmmm today had a terrible nitemare as in terrible...in wad sense?? i woke up finding myself crying real badly jus like wad i dreamt, and i fell asleep again, and this time woken my beebee phone call lolx...thanks i really needed that or i would miss the lecture that i heard was real interesting becoz there were people going twice?? gosh...nvm abt that...
and last but not least the last para is always meant for ma banana sis...lol WC!!!! hmmm...thanks for ur concern sure to update to u abt that doc visit lolx..relax the only thing i have is one rotten life here so won't die so easily de... aniting come and eat curry chicken lo... :) u can tapao if u wan lah i won't blame u de...lol...
2/16/2006 06:39:00 PM
Y Thursday, February 02, 2006
i dunnoe...i dunnoe...i dunnoe...
Hmm sumtimes pple tink i noe alot...but actually...i dunnoe the answer and path for myself...i cannot answer my own question...i cannot help myself like i helped others...i cannot console myself like i did for others...i cannot...i cannot...i cannot...
Its been awhile...and i guess...i finally got over it...hard and difficult...but i tink i managed to give up and forget...best for me best for everything...
Now while i am trying to get a new life back...i was pushed against the wall again...dead end...or maybe not...or maybe i am jus denying the facts...trying to hide my feelings...but who cares...as long as others are happy so be it...
Friends...what are friends for...friends are supposed to be there for u no matter what happens...and to wish for the best for your friend in anything they do...and for my case...even for the thing or maybe the one i took a liking for...haha...stupid....duh....but who cares...lolx
I guess there are still alot of questions in my life for me to answer...some of which answers could be gotten from friends and family...some of which i guess is for me to find out myself...soon or in time to come...or mabye never...coz i damn blur =x
so wadever it is...gd things will come right?? hope so...but there no point waiting for it...coz whats meant to be urs will be urs...right??
okok then...so best of luck to everyone for the coming exams...luck luck!!!
p/s: wc i updated already its ur turn...banana!!!!
2/02/2006 08:12:00 PM