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Y Tuesday, August 22, 2006


wah i din noe that the previous post was like ultra emotional...i read it again and i got into the *weeping* mode again....:x

today was a lil better...got a good news in the morning and that is...*drums roll*

i may be able to go back which mean :D what can be better than this... :D

ok aniway, just feeling icky because i seem to you know, get the older guys :x Man, i want a normal life. Is this some kind of joke? because if its not a joke? then those people up there, wake up please, obviously you have just screwed some poor little girl's life. HAHA, not funnie at all...

Gosh all these "studying" is getting more confusing as i go along. Why?

1. I don't remember studying those stuff (seriously)
2. Its confusing
3. Its just a computer with some metal stuff everywhere, whats the big deal?
4. No mood?

kk all those reason up there, number 1 seems the most likely reason. I seriously have no memory whatsoever that i did learn those stuff :x and this only spells one thing. DEATH.period.

I am so happy let me announce. ITS HERE :D bwahahaha told u i am crazy and psychotic.

and seriously i always have to quote seige...and that is my hormones are twisted or sumting...i tink its true...

And people out there? do not try drinking. its not a good source to help u forget ur woes. its addictive. its stupid. its waste of money becoz if u overdrink and u puke, what a waste. its dumb.

but guess what

I am one of those dumbass who drinks. :x not good...


LOVE♥


8/22/2006 10:24:00 PM




Y Sunday, August 20, 2006


You

i really miss you.
I really so.
There is never a time where i have never missed you.

Whenever i see the sea, i think of you
Whenever i see a car, i think of you
Whenever i see a Heinkein, i think of you
Whenever i sit at my table, i think of you
Whenever i come back home and see the lot whereby u will park you car while waiting for me, i think of you
Whenever i pass by my school's carpark, i think of you
Whenever, whenever, whenever...

There is never a time where i will not shed a tear while thinking of you

and that is when i started to find out

its more than liking you...

I miss talking to you
I miss smsing you
I miss listening to your happines
I miss listening to you sorrows
I miss just sitting beside you
I miss just looking at your side view
I miss having u make my tea in the morning
I miss having you buy me breakfast and feeding me
I miss sitting at the beach with you
I miss, I miss, I miss...

But i know that the reality is cruel

but won't i get another chance?

All i want is to jus see you again, and just to spend time with you wherever it is



But the hard cold true fact is



You are no longer mine...

But i just want you to know,
whenever you just sms me to show ur care and concern again.

It hurts.
It really hurts.

because...

I don't want you to be nice to me again...

because...

I cannot take it a second time.


LOVE♥


8/20/2006 10:49:00 PM